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OK so... today was my second apointment with the new pain DR.  I may be a canadate for that Radio Frequncy treatment (the one with all the loud adds "Are you in chronic pain and surgry has faild?!?!?"

I have to have *more* injections and if I get 50% pain releif from the injections then I get to have the radio thing.  I'm tempted to say I have 50% reduction in pain just to get to see what the radio thing is like.  Since I've tried jsut about everything else (I haven't had acupunter or chiropractic work - I don't know any acupuctre people - and I woudln't trst the chiropracter that would touch me) 

I ended up takeing the whole day - becasue my office manager said I should.  I have 9 vacation days and I can't sell any of them back and my boss dosn't want me to carry them over - but I can't take any days off after next Wednesday.  Call me crazy - but I don't see that working.  I'm thinking about selling them to my co worker for like 25$ a day...

I started on my fan fic for the het exchange.  I'm like 600 words into it. 

I need to finish A wind from the North - but am a giant slug.  And Nathan seems to want to make me write about him at 38.

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trystan830
Dec. 4th, 2008 04:25 am (UTC)
oh wow.....

*hugs*
bodgei
Dec. 4th, 2008 12:34 pm (UTC)
yeah - it's OK I'm not getting my hopes up - but I'm trying not to think negitive...
trystan830
Dec. 4th, 2008 02:47 pm (UTC)
yeah.... thinking positive is a good thing. :D
bodgei
Dec. 5th, 2008 12:07 am (UTC)
yeah - mind you if I get my hopes up they useuly get crushed...
trystan830
Dec. 5th, 2008 01:18 am (UTC)
oopsie. *pets*
bodgei
Dec. 5th, 2008 01:57 am (UTC)
after 28 years I don't hold out for the new mircal cure...
trystan830
Dec. 5th, 2008 02:04 am (UTC)
yeah.., *sigh* *hugs*
bodgei
Dec. 5th, 2008 02:11 am (UTC)
yeah it's funny, it's easyer not to get my hopes up...less damaging
trystan830
Dec. 5th, 2008 02:35 am (UTC)
well, i guess it does make sense, after all you've been through.
bodgei
Dec. 5th, 2008 12:30 pm (UTC)
I would prefer a doc that says 'Look I don't know, we can try this..." it feels more honist.
trystan830
Dec. 5th, 2008 02:50 pm (UTC)
yeah....
bodgei
Dec. 6th, 2008 02:31 am (UTC)
yeah I jsut want honist guys.. you know?
trystan830
Dec. 6th, 2008 02:42 am (UTC)
yeah, i y'know.....
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