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He was Mine - fic

Title: He was Mine – Paul Centric

Disclaimer: all characters in this belong to Stephanie Myers, even if she doesn’t seem to want these two.

Spoilers: Breaking Dawn, mild.   





Authors Note: I never liked the concept of Imprinting but for some reason this pairing seemed right.  It just seemed so Paul to Imprint on Jacob’s sister.     Also this is my first Twilight fan fiction – so comments would be awesome.


The boys don’t know what it feels like to be Imprinted on.  They don’t ask about it.  Not ever.  I don’t think they want to know.  I guess I can understand that; they don’t want to know how they’ve ruined our lives.   Heck, we girls almost never talk about it either, I don’t know if it’s because we are too in love or if the others just don’t see it the way I do.    Or maybe it’s because when Emily, Kim and I are together we spend more time discussing our Wolves, Sam, Jared and Paul.


Growing up with Billy Black as a father I heard all the stories; ones about Sprit Warriors, Wolves, Imprinting, the whole nine yards.  I never thought they were real.  Who would?  But when I came home from school everything changed.  One moment I was walking down the beach, thinking about how quickly I could get out of La Push, and the next I noticed Paul standing in front of me with the oddest look on his face.  His expression made me feel like the world had stopped for the two of us. 


I should tell you what I knew about Paul before that moment.  I knew he was my brother’s age and that they didn’t get along.  I knew he was a bit of a bully and I thought he might be a boxer.  No one talked about his family.  He was a stranger to me. That was it.  Nothing really.


But then he was standing there looking at me like I had hit him over the head with a shovel.  With that one long and intense stare, I suddenly understood more about him than before.  Anything I’d assumed about him before didn’t matter.  I knew I would never be able to leave him behind, and he was never leaving La Push. Which meant I could say goodbye to my plans for medical school.  In fact, I could feel that I would be married in the next year.  I wondered if that was how Rachel felt when she met her husband, but I knew it wasn’t.  This was different.   I just didn’t know why. 


Then he told me everything.  We talked all day and all night.  He didn’t mention Jake or my dad.  But he didn’t have to.  I knew.  I knew deep down inside he was telling the truth, that Jake was like him and Dad knew all about it.  I rested my head on his chest, like it was the most natural thing in the world.   He was so warm under my cheek.  I loved him already.  He was mine.


Emily, Kim and I never talk about that either; how our Wolves belong to us.  We don’t discuss the way any of us would step between a speeding train and our Wolves if it would spare them pain.  Best that they don’t know.  Right?  Even better if they don’t know we would step between two Wolves if we had to.       


The only problem was, Jacob tried to ruin Paul and I right from the start.  My little brother, such a jerk. 


I was waiting for Paul one night.  We had plans after he was done with his patrol.  We were supposed to go to the movies in Port Angelus a late one, like 11:30, but around 10PM I heard fighting in the backyard.  Not people fighting:  Wolf fighting.   I rushed out into the night, just in time to see Jake leap onto Paul.    I knew Paul didn’t stand a chance against Jake, Jake being so huge in his wolf form.   Paul didn’t cower though; he leaped up to meet Jake.  My Paul was nothing if not brave. 


The two boys crashed together, growling. Teeth flashing.  I watched for a second.  It may sound awful, but there was beauty to the fight.  And, like I said, my Paul was so brave.  How can you not watch something so lovely?


I saw red when Jake’s jaws snapped around Paul’s front leg and tossed him into a tree.   I stepped out into the back yard.  Dad had always said if you needed to break up a dog fight, you grab one of the dogs by the tail.  I did that.  I grabbed Jake and pulled as hard as I could.  Jake stopped chasing Paul long enough for me to slip between them.


“Jake!  Stop right now!” I shouted at him in my best ‘you better listen to me’ voice.  He listened and stepped back.  I reached for Paul. “Are you alright, Paul?”


Paul rolled an eye at me and whined.


“You hurt him!  You ass!  We had a date!”


“You have no idea what he was thinking!” Jake yelled back.  He’d phased back to human and was standing there with a pair of shorts tied to his leg.  He was yelling and shaking his head like he was trying to dislodge something from that empty head of his.  He looked like an idiot. A naked idiot.


“Oh my God!  Was my boyfriend thinking about me naked?  How will I ever survive that?” I replied. Judging by the frown on his face, my brother obviously had missed my sarcasm.   


“I don’t want to see it and it’s disrespectful!” 


“And no one else ever thinks about their girlfriends?”


“You’re my sister!”  


“Go. In. The. House. Jacob,” I ground out from between my teeth.  Jake went.  I was sure he was going to rat me out to Dad.  I didn’t care.   I turned back to Paul.  I stroked his ears gently, running my fingers through his silver fur, “Can you change back?  Are you alright?”


Paul phased back to human.  He was still against the tree, naked, bruised and bleeding.  It made me want to kill my brother.  


“He broke my arm,” Paul said quietly, “and it hurts where I hit the tree.” 


“Anything that needs a doctor?”


“No.” He pushed himself up off the tree.  I held my arms out to him and he snuggled against me. “Feeling better already.”


“Good,” I whispered into his ear. “You scared me.  Please don’t fight with Jake?”


“I won’t.  I didn’t.  I was just defending myself,” he replied. 


“Just be careful.  He wanted to hurt you.”


“No, he didn’t.  Not really.” He paused for a moment. “Is it alright if we go to the movies tomorrow?” 


“It’s okay.  I’m gonna go inside for a sec, then we can go to your house?”


“Sure.” He didn’t sound too pleased, but I wasn’t taking him inside so he could see me freak out.   If he had that in his mind Jake would just hate him more.   Inside the house, I found Jake staring at the TV and grinding his teeth.   Dad looked up from the game and glanced at me and then at Jacob, then he just sat back.  Happy to let his kids work this out for themselves.


“It was pack business,” Jacob started.


“No.  It was ‘you aren’t seeing my sister’ pack placement bullshit.” That’s all it really was and someone had to call the boy on it.


“That’s not-” Jake started, only to be interrupted by Dad.


“What happened?”     


“He tried to kill Paul.  I’m going out.  I don’t know when I’ll be back; maybe I’ll stay with Sam and Emily.  And thank you so much for ruining my night at the movies, Brat Child.” I stormed out into the dark to my injured other half, letting the door slam behind me.   I didn’t care whether Jacob liked it or not: he could never understand. Not until the same thing happened to him.



( 16 comments — Leave a comment )
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Aug. 10th, 2008 02:36 am (UTC)
you up to another one? I have like 700 on the next one (totaly soft and fluffy)

Dude I SO love that icon!
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Aug. 10th, 2008 02:45 am (UTC)
I'm gonna try to finish it off first so I probalbly won't send it til tomorrow anyway.

he looks totaly lovely there. I wish I was 25... then I wouldn't feel like a dirty old lady
Aug. 10th, 2008 04:16 am (UTC)
very cool fic! really. :D
Aug. 10th, 2008 12:21 pm (UTC)
thank you. No comments from Q-Boys. sigh* Ah well.
Aug. 10th, 2008 03:35 pm (UTC)

hmmm interesting.
Aug. 10th, 2008 04:12 pm (UTC)
I got one this am - but then again who wants to read Paul fan fiction? LOL

I have a second one if you want to look it over...
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)
apparently a few people read it.....

uhm, sure.
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:36 pm (UTC)
yeah a couple.

If you don't want that's OK as well.
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:40 pm (UTC)

i can take a look at it, that's cool. :D
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:42 pm (UTC)
OK I'll e-mail it to you in a sec
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:42 pm (UTC)
hehe okies
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:45 pm (UTC)
on it's way
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:46 pm (UTC)
got it. :D
Aug. 10th, 2008 11:48 pm (UTC)
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