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from the land of cranky mc cranky pants

I have a few fictions to read this week. I have fic from trystan830and clarksmusemarked to read.  and, of course the orig fic by trystan830as well.  

New pics of Jared and Sandy - they both look SO tired BUT both have rings on their LEFT HANDS!  Jared looks peeved as well.  

Edited to add

I think the cyst in my sinus finaly burst (and it didn't break the bone) anyway around 10 last night I heard a creak/ tear in my head and then had an ebola type nose bleed.  Well not that bad but I was spitting blood and it was comming out of my nose.  then my face swole up a bit.  But I feel better now - I mean not 100% but better.  

I got on the scale this am ( I do every Monday am) and i was down to 171!  my personal goal is 165 (the top of the 'optimal weigth' is 145 for a woman of 5'7" (unless the paper at my Drs office is incorect) so that makes 165 "obese" I'm in a size 12 - I'm not obese.  I do need to lose weight because of my back though. 


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Mar. 4th, 2008 01:24 am (UTC)
he looked seirously crabby! I've heard that too.

I so only posted like half of what I ment to.. so total editing there...LOL
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Mar. 4th, 2008 01:46 am (UTC)
nope there was suposed to be no burstage. It was suposed to jsut shrink and go away - or not go away and get taken out by a sergen. I was on a nebulized steriod to take down the cyst and I was feeling better for about two weeks after the treatment but then last week things got REAL BAD. Like fuzzy vision in my right eye bad. Now I feel like - well not the best. But it's like this weight in my head is gone. But my face is still swollen a little (and it itches)

I know I'm so excited abotu the loss - but I'm not sure how much of it is me and how much of it is that I've been sick since I started to try to lose wieght. I've lost 15 pounds since Novemeber adn that's HUGE! Mind you I still feel out of shape and week on the left side - but I'm trying to work my way back to where I was when I was discharged from P.T.
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Mar. 4th, 2008 12:34 pm (UTC)
well I see a dr on Fri - they'll probalby want another CAT scan... to see if it's gone hoepfuly I'll just keep gettign better from here.

The funny thing is until recently weight loss was never a problem for me - I was liek Jared more worried about keeping wieght on then taking it off. then sudenly a few years ago ...

If your cloths are too big then you are lossing fat and that's the important stuff - the muscle that you are bulding is goign to wiegh more and it's going to help you suprot your body better. Mussle also burns calories just by being there so you will hit this point and all of a sudden wieght will come off.

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Mar. 5th, 2008 01:58 am (UTC)
yeha I was always skinny - but I was always an athleat and I looked liek a boy.. sigh* now not so much.

It'll happen - have faith in your body. I know that sounds odd - but give it a try. *Huggs*
Mar. 4th, 2008 01:51 am (UTC)
Jared does look peeved, but he's looking so pretty...

That sounds painful, but I'm glad you're doing better.

Yay for loosing weight!!

*hugs* ♥
Mar. 4th, 2008 01:56 am (UTC)
he is - but they both look so tired (and married)

It would have been nice if the Dr had said "Oh and if this dosn't go away it may pop.

15 pounds is HUGE - I can't beleve I lost all the wieght - -I still have about 5 pounds to go adn some toneing and what not. But is excited!
Mar. 4th, 2008 02:03 am (UTC)
Yay! for feeling better but I'm sorry it was gross.

Yay! for loosing weight! I hope you get down to where you want to be.

I really hate the way they define things these days. If you feel healthy at a given weight and are active tell the docs to sod off. Each person has a weight where their body is comfortable. For some that's bean pole thin, for others it's Rubenesque.

I hope things continue to get better!
Mar. 4th, 2008 02:22 am (UTC)
yeah it was kinda gross - it's the second gross thing about this sinus infection - mind you the last gross thing was abotu 6 months ago. So I can live with that.

I like to be around 165 even if it is 'too heavy'

I'm looking forward to being better!
Mar. 4th, 2008 02:11 am (UTC)
Ooooh nooooes. I hope you're feeling better.

Jared looks so hot in those pics, but, yeah, he doesn't look too happy. Those kind of pap photos usually tend to have that affect, though. RINGS! I noticed that too! But, whether they're married or not, I'm happy for them.

Mar. 4th, 2008 02:24 am (UTC)
yeah today I feel really light.

he looks kinda peeved - I want them to be married SO BAD!

thank you !
Mar. 4th, 2008 04:30 am (UTC)
new pics! pretty Jared.... tired or not.. *pets puppy*
Mar. 4th, 2008 12:22 pm (UTC)
and Sandy looks tired too - so they were together beign exhausted... maybe he's trying to get used to being up all night?

I saw someone complaining about their age difference - it's like 4 years...
Mar. 4th, 2008 03:44 pm (UTC)
everyone's gotta have SOMETHING to complain about, yeah?
Mar. 5th, 2008 12:15 am (UTC)
yeah true...
Mar. 5th, 2008 12:25 am (UTC)
Mar. 5th, 2008 12:46 am (UTC)
but they are so flipping cute... sigh*
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:03 am (UTC)
hehehe they are. :D
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:16 am (UTC)
so I don't get the hating...
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:33 am (UTC)
because THEY want to be married to Jared - not Sandy. i dunno? i don't hate, so i don't know why.
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:43 am (UTC)
well she obviously makes him happy *shrug*

Oh I read a post a few weekes ago... someone posted that artical with Daneel (sp?) and people reaamed the girl who posted it... becasue it's privete and we shouldn't be discusing Jenesn's privete life - but it's ok to talk about Jared's cause Jared talks about it. I was llike Huh? we can't talk about Jensen's gf who mentioned him in the artical?
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:52 am (UTC)
people always are looking for someone to bash for some reason or other. and hello? that was in Maxim mag.... if Danneel wanted it private, she wouldn't have said anything in the interview..... *sigh*
Mar. 5th, 2008 02:01 am (UTC)
yeah that's what I figured. I mean OK Jensen dosn't say in EVER interveiw "My girl my girl my girl" like Jared - but ease up people.
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Mar. 4th, 2008 05:32 am (UTC)
I googled the pics you were talking about and yeah, they both have rings... ;)

Did you talk to your doc about the cyst bursting like it did? I thought it wasn't supposed to do that?!! Holy bat shit, Robin! I hope you *stay* feeling better!!

I think 165 is a great weight for you! Especially with your height and bone structure. Screw what the doc says about what the "average" weight is supposed to be...

Feel better honey!
Mar. 4th, 2008 12:17 pm (UTC)
Is it wierd of me to hope that my fan crush gets married to his gf of many years - whos cute like that and a mensa memeber and just got into UCLA psycology PhD program and acts and was a laker girl?

well no it wasn't suposed to do that... or no one said it would nayway. I have an appt on Friday and I'll talk to him about it.

I'm shooting for 165 I don't really like being under that I start to look wierd...LOL

thanks- you too!

OK so in April we meet up in Gap or Lancaster for Lunch OK?
Mar. 4th, 2008 12:54 pm (UTC)
Yiiikes your cist burst? That sounds likes it would have been freaky. I do hope it gets much better, though.

"Ideal" weight from those charts is always tricky--you have to consider muscle weight versus fat weight, and so on. It's good that you have your own ideal.
Mar. 5th, 2008 12:41 am (UTC)
yeah - but I'm defintaly feeling better.

My doctor allways yells at me when I look at the chart... so he must not like it either..
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