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this  week sucks.

Can't wait until next year.  

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bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 03:01 am (UTC)
yeah in the past three days I've had two conversations that go "Oh that drug isn't covered, you have to pay $200" one I said "well ok" and the other I said "No thnaks. Sorry"

I mean I'm not paying $100 for Zertec when I can get Claritin over the counter for liek $15 a month...

I showed up 4 hours late for work yesterday - becasue I forgot to write down that I started at 12 and not 4 (like normal).

Dad's been driniking - and wandering into my room while I'm trying to sleep (I'm living over my parents garage while I'm seperated from my husband - but hopefuly we will work everythign ot so i can get the f* out of here. I mean I don't mind living in the same house with my mom - but Dad stresses me)

We are doing inventory at work and had to pick/pack and ship a WHOLE show booth on Friday.

So now my back is killing me.

And suddenly I have NO idea where I'm going with my story. And I want to write more on it

Man - sorry to dump.

On the up side? Surgry may be out.
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bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 03:25 am (UTC)
yeah I take an antihistimene, a pain killer and a 'pain matinance' drug. Plus all the crap I've been on for my sinuses - I'm coughing up the money for the sinus meds (cause they will keep me out of the ER - hopefuly) but really - $100? Sorry.

The funny thing is I wake up as soon as anyone touches my door. And it takes me quite some time to fall asleep - so thursday i got 4 hours of sleep 'cause I'm living in a freak show...

My husband has issues. But he's been working on them and has been steadly gettign better for a few years now. Three years ago he tried to commit suicide - he's working on it and is probalby at the point where he could live with people again. He's almost the guy I married. Almost. We see each other almost every day - so we are dating? Is that wierd?

Yeah - I so didn't want to have sinus surgery. The back surgery is gonna happen eventulay - but not tomorow.
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bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:38 pm (UTC)
It's from years of living in wierd places. My personal fav, the guy acroos the hall shot his wife, wrapped her up in a carpit and took her someplace. The bullit went through my friends living room floor - but he was on vacation with his mom at the time. So that's not a Dad thing - he's only started comming in at night since I beacme adult... so basicly in the past 2 years.

Yeah, he is working through them. Yeah we date, I do wish my life was more settled - but in all honisty I've never had a setled life and when I try to settle I feel like I don't belong anyway...

I love Sammy - 'cause I are Sammy (to some extent)
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bodgei
Jan. 1st, 2008 11:10 pm (UTC)
Dad alwasy said I was a Tinker. I've never been in a place for more then 5 years, although I've spent most of my life around Philly.

I always wanted to just take off and just go. But I will say I've been baned from TX as here is this odd belife that I jsut won't come back - Mom is particularly worried about San Antinio... I have no idea what the others are worried about...LOL
didit4love
Dec. 31st, 2007 03:57 am (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear all this Bodge...

Is your father aware of what he's doing? Will telling your mother help at all? Good lord!

So, yer hunny really is doing better? I hope so!!! Three years...seems longer than that, really. :-/

Diane said something about contacting the drug companies directly...have you done that? Since your problem is chronic, they might be able to help you out?
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:02 am (UTC)
Dad probalby dosn't remember doing it. And telling mom - well i did.

Yeah it's really only been 3 years - well a little longer cause it was late summer. Yeah he really is. And he's working again.

well the one drug is just the one time. The other one - I'll go over the counter. The drugs for the chronic conditions are $5 - so...
didit4love
Dec. 31st, 2007 08:27 pm (UTC)
Wow...still. It get expensive after a while, five dollars at at time, or no. It adds up!

I hope you and Tom can get back together and can make everything work out! I still have your wedding pix and I want to see you both smile like that again!!

Love you, Chicka!
*hugs*
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 08:38 pm (UTC)
yeah it does - but I deduct it from my taxes so that's not too bad.

I hope so too at this point now I think he's working harder on the relationship then I am - but then again before he got help it was the other way around - so... we jsut need to find a balence.

Love you too!

Did I send you the final version of the first 10000 of green boy? I'd love your input.
trystan830
Dec. 31st, 2007 05:38 am (UTC)
*hugs*
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:10 pm (UTC)
thank you.
trystan830
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:51 pm (UTC)
anytime. :)
mrs_beefcake
Dec. 31st, 2007 01:29 pm (UTC)
Life sucks and I want a DO OVER NOW!!!!
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 03:48 pm (UTC)
yeah totaly. I know somethings I'd change.
mrs_beefcake
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:23 pm (UTC)
Ditto.
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2007 04:53 pm (UTC)
yeah.
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