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I’m having one of those weeks. You know the kind: your work gets broken into, you have to pack for an entire trade show in 2 days, you have to complete inventory in the other 2 days. Tomorrow is payday and I’m gonna be broke by tomorrow afternoon – I guess it’s a good thing I’m not going to Denver I would have to starve while I was there. I’m not good at not eating.

Yesterday when I unlocked the door to work the lock came off in my hand.

Today the Doctor called to say he would not like to do surgery on me. Nice to know since I didn’t know he was considering it. The Doctor himself called not a nurse or an assistant. Bloody Fucking wonderful. I will be seeing him on next Thursday. I will get a new scrip for pain killers. I hate them, but I need something so I can keep working.

I don’t want to have to find a new job. I don’t want to have surgery on my back.

I am enjoying PT – but I am there for 90 minutes twice a week and my co pay is $40 and that so totally sucks. Since I don’t have any money to start with.

Doctor seems to think PT can keep me out of surgery. If so I can keep coming up with the $80 a week – because it is cheaper then loosing my job. I suck at this whole thing. I’m so used to pain that I can’t really tell if I’m getting better or worse.

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bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2005 07:05 pm (UTC)
I'm sure it will - it useuly does.
shadowpryde
Dec. 30th, 2005 04:37 pm (UTC)
That's rough ... although, I'll tell you this ... if you were in Denver, you wouldn't starve. I'd feed ya'.

{hugs} Hope it gets better!

-DL-
bodgei
Dec. 31st, 2005 07:10 pm (UTC)
I'm realy disapointed about Denver - I wanted to see a freind from England (now it will be at least a year before I see him) and I was suposed to go out with Sirius_Girl and I could have seen you (all these non work realted things)... ah well there is always the next traide show...
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